So I spend so much time in front of this computer, writing, rewriting and rewriting again my business plans, sketching proposals for rooms, floor space, services and such like. Spend my evenings scanning catalogues and producing outline plans of works, prioritising and evaluating what can be done in which window of availability.
I spend my days and nights stressing on the next report, the next deliverable and the potential problems looking for alternatives and workarounds pouring all into making things work. I feel sometimes like I am teetering on a precipice, the longer it is to achieve my goals and the more I see the negatives and persuade myself it’s not a good idea; it is an insane waste of money and means dropping out of a good career, those that know me understand the madness of the decision (cheers Paul).
And then you awake on a day like today, look out of the window and remember what ‘home’ is all about, what it is you want to be a part of: